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除了太阳必须在那里,其余一切皆偶然。

 
 
 

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妈那一恩, 儿一生来谢 (原创)  

2011-10-23 03:10:10|  分类: 所谓诗歌 |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

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                                                                        好冷的夜,

                                                                        腊月的北方, 1957年的北方,

                                                                        漫天大雪……    

           

                                                                        一个幼嫩微弱的生命

                                                                        早在 5 天前就该瓜熟蒂落,            

                                                                        但它却一直

                                                                        自残地,执拗地  

                                                                        不肯来到这个世界………       

                                                                        它似乎知道

                                                                        若到了外面

                                                                        不止要受冷,   还注定要挨饿,                

                                                                        远不如

                                                                        躺在温暖而舒适的娘胎里…… 

   


                                                                        好冷的夜,

                                                                        腊月的北方,  1957年的北方,

                                                                       漫天大雪……              


                                                                        一个贫瘠的女人

                                                                       早该在

                                                                        5 天前就已生下那孩子      

                                                                       但任凭                    

                                                                       她怆地呼天,   痛得死去活来

                                                                       孩子死死不肯出世…… 

          

                                                                       昏迷中,                    

                                                                       女人似乎已经认命,

                                                                       儿啊,   就由你吧, 

                                                                       外面太冷, 娘也没什么吃的给你…… 

    


                                                                      好冷的夜,

                                                                      腊月的北方,漫天大雪……        

       

                                                                      一个工人模样的男人

                                                                      早该在

                                                                      5天前就已经得到孩子,                  

                                                                      此刻却

                                                                      躬缩在产房外的长条木凳上,

                                                                      心悬着生死未知的妻子和孩子……  


                                                                      昏黄的灯光,

                                                                      并没有模糊,

                                                                      他身上的脏破帆布工作服,           

                                                                      黯然的廊道,

                                                                     也未能淡去,

                                                                     他脸上的恐惧与悲哀……          

 

                                                                     好冷的夜,

                                                                     腊月的北方,漫天大雪……           

    

                                                                     郊外临时搭建的工棚里

                                                                     一个约莫十岁的男孩

                                                                     早该在

                                                                     5天前就已当哥哥了,  

                                                                     但此刻, 冻皴的小手,

                                                                     正往土灶里添木柴,                  

                                                                     锅里煮着大小不齐的白萝卜块,

                                                                     那是给爸爸的晚饭…..    

     

                                                                     可怜的孩子,             

                                                                     一个个黑夜过去,

                                                                    总不见传说的弟弟回家……                   

          


                                                                    好冷的夜,

                                                                    腊月的北方,漫天大雪……         

      

                                                                    城墙外医院的产房里,

                                                                    没有灯亮, 没有热气。     

                                                                    窗外映入的雪光,

                                                                    隐约显露着

                                                                    病床上产妇的轮廓。        

                                                                   单薄的被子,盖不住她

                                                                   肿得超出腰身的腿脚。         

                                                                   多少回

                                                                   出血, 输血, 输液,

                                                                   剧痛, 嘶喊, 昏过去……       

 

                                                                   好冷的夜,

                                                                   腊月的北方, 漫天大雪……


                                                                   产房外的过道里,

                                                                  蒙灰的灯泡, 在寒风中哆嗦。 

                                                                  斜靠在长木凳上的男人,

                                                                  倦怠却未敢睡去,

                                                                  心系着隔墙产房里

                                                                  难产的妻子

                                                                  随时将离他永去的苦命妻子……           

                                                                 他与她,  两个孤儿相依

                                                                 带着10岁的儿子……        

                                                                 仁慈的上帝, 您在哪儿?

                                                                 这一家,只能乞求您的怜悯!      

 

                                                                好冷的夜,

                                                                腊月的北方,1957年的北方,

                                                                漫天大雪……


                                                                还是那个荒郊的工地茅棚, 

                                                                门已从里面用木栓插上           

                                                                还是那个10岁的男孩

                                                                趴在木板上的刨花堆里,

                                                                倾听着

                                                                外面咝咝的落雪,

                                                                几声偶尔的狗吠……             

                                                                他想妈妈了

                                                                虽然怕

                                                                怕看见妈妈肿得变了形的脸

                                                                虽然怕

                                                                怕听见妈妈痛得难忍时的哭喊……  

 

                                                              “哇------- ”,

                                                               一声啼哭, 如同一声巨雷,

                                                               惊呆了

                                                               过道里长凳上恍惚的爸爸!

                                                               惊醒了

                                                               荒郊外茅草棚里梦呓的哥哥!

                                                               催睡了

                                                               产房内耗尽全身一切的妈妈......

 

                                                              “哇------- ",  一声啼哭,

                                                               分明是啼哭!

                                                               是婴儿降生的啼哭!

                                                               那就是我……, 那个曾残忍不愿出世的我……

                                                                .............

                                                                                 

                                                                好冷的夜,

                                                                腊月的子夜,

                                                                永远定格在公元1957年,

                                                                腊月的北方, 漫天大雪……

                                                               上帝很怜悯, 

                                                                没有送妈妈去传说中的天国,

                                                               上帝很怜悯,

                                                               让我用一生, 谢妈妈的那一生育之恩…… 

 

 

                                                                                            

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